you wanted honesty I wanted it more you wanted doctor phil I gave you frankenfurter with golden underwear and flashy show tunes if I knew what was wrong with me I’d tell you it’s always you versus me it’s always us versus them that’s the only way I can ever get my brain to comprehend that I am not as worthless as I think that I am my self destructive habits fold when they realize I have been the zozobra and that means I’m specialer than you that means I’m all that in a bag of chips these salt and vinegar wounds are healing now but they don’t feel like it and me in all of my glory my hipster beat up t shirts the fifty foot tall effigy you burned well I hope you wrote my name down I hope you stuck it deep inside watched it burn with everything else everyone wanted to watch die you were the one who got underneath the fact and the fiction found what’s in between the smile that you’re faking and your pearly white teeth it’s the feeling that feels like nothing is real but I can feel it crawling up through my neck it’s the very worst feeling whenever it reaches my head it feels like I did a lot of drugs even though I know I didn’t it feels like I’m going to die the anxiety is kicking in but that means I’m specialer than you that means I’m all that in a bag of chips these salt and vinegar wounds are healing now but they don’t feel like it and me in all of my glory my hipster beat up t shirts the fifty foot tall effigy you burned well I hope you wrote my name down I hope you stuck it deep inside watched it burn with everything else everyone wanted to watch die I am your anxieties I am your whole life destroy me all that you want I’ll see you next time I am your brother I am his bad habits I do the things that he does I disappear for a month I am your anxieties I am your whole life destroy me all that you want I’ll see you next time I am your brother I am his bad habits I do the things that he does I disappear for a month I am your anxieties I am your whole life destroy me all that you want I’ll see you next time I am your brother I am his bad habits I do the things that he does I disappear for a month you’re going to burn me you’re going to turn me to ash cover me in kerosene and send pictures to your dad you’re going to hurt me you’re going to hurt me bad I’m going to cry you’re going to laugh I am your anxieties I am your whole life destroy me all that you want I’ll see you next time I am your brother I am his bad habits I do the things that he does I disappear for a month I am your anxieties I am your whole life destroy me all that you want I’ll see you next time I am your brother I am his bad habits I do the things that he does I disappear for a month and me in all of my glory my hipster beat up t shirts the fifty foot tall effigy you burned well I hope you wrote my name down I hope you stuck it deep inside watched it burn with everything else everyone wanted to watch die but some things that are broken deserve to be broken some things that are burned deserve to be burned some people that don’t fit in will never fit in some things that I’ve learned deserve to be unlearned